drawing energy

I was wrong about finding my paintbrushes. Seems I conveniently forgot - they are at the x’s. I’m adding it to the list of things we need to negotiate. I don’t know when I’ll find the energy to have that discussion; I get tired just thinking about the prospect. Because it makes me remember. I remember purposefully walking out with nothing after far too many years. A sign, I think, of a person who has had enough…

 

It was a good choice.

 

So - I won’t be painting in oils again, not this week anyway. But I’ve got paper and pencils to draw with, which might be best right now anyway. First though, I’m going to pull out the old laptop and transfer some older pieces (digital concoctions and photos) to this new desktop. Looking at where I’ve been will help to percolate the brain and draw energy (perhaps literally) for where I’m going.

 

  

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